A compelling title probably deserves a well worded explanation I'll try to do my best, but to start out I will tell you what step number 8 is.
8. Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to them all.
I don't want to simplify all that I am to this sentence. Yet here I am realizing that I'm number 8. This all came about tonight while I watched "People Like Us" with my family. It was a good movie, not a great movie and certainly not my favorite. But I liked it either way. There was one point in the movie where the boy and Sam are at the record store. The boy asks Sam whether he has reached step 8 yet. And Sam asks what step 8 is, and the boy explains that you have to make a list of all those you've screwed over and say you're sorry. I swear to you at that point I stopped breathing. The exact moment in time when I realized I was someone's number eight. All of a sudden I wanted to scream and run upstairs. It's not that I hadn't realized before that I was on someone's list where they had to confront me and make amends for their screw ups. And I have been frustrated with this reality since that encounter. But nothing has ever made me feel so insignificant. I know you don't understand so I will do my best to explain. I don't feel like getting into details because I believe this isn't about me, but so much more. But I want you to imagine you are in this position where someone comes to you and apologizes for all the horrible things they've put you through. Sounds nice doesn't it? But it isn't. Because everything you ever believed that they said was a lie. Your relationship was a lie. You were just a puzzle piece that they threw around while they were dealing with their issues. You are just a bystander to everything that ever occurred. And tell me you don't feel worthless. At this point you have to redefine yourself. And not in every way, not your beliefs or your morals. But how you define yourself. How you will deal in social situations, how you can deal with life day in and day out. As someone is getting their act together they have just torn yours apart. And you are supposed to be thankful they said sorry. I don't think you would understand because most likely this hasn't happened to you. It's not everyday you encounter others who've gone through a 12 step program. And even if you have, they probably didn't screw up your perception. But when they do, you feel lost. And I know this has happened to many others out there. And I'm sorry no one understands, believe me my sorrow for you is immeasurable. Because I sit here on Christmas Eve and realize I am just someone's number eight. I'm not more to them than a step they had to get past to begin a new life. And that sucks. So I'm going to take tonight and pray for those affected by those who've had additions. The things people have to deal with is horrible. And of course I'll pray for those who have those addictions because it isn't their fault. It's just another lesson learned.
I'm wishing you all a Merry Christmas, and hope that it can be filled with joy and the ones you love. And hopefully you will be able to reflect on your actions lately. And if there are amends to make, don't wait, and make them. If there are actions to take, don't wait, do them. With Love.
I believe that the worst trait we acquire as humans is our pride. Who are we to be prideful? Who told us that kind of behavior is acceptable? There are a few different types of pride I would like to cover and the first is our image. It doesn't matter how good we think we look or how great our style is. Beauty is truly in the eye of the beholder. Maybe some will find us attractive but there will also be others who don't. And frankly none of that matters. We spend too much time everyday focused on our looks, the time we waste is embarrassing We could instead be spending more time with the others around us, but no we really needed to take all of those selfies, we needed to get our foundation perfect, we needed to find the perfect outfit, we needed to get our hairstyle just right. We are pathetically seeking attention. But the only one we NEED attention from is the Lord. And he couldn't care less about any of those things. And do you really think he'd be proud of all the wasted time. Like, " You go girl, way to look breath taking today". Obviously not, if our insides aren't beautiful then our outsides sure won't either. This isn't to say that we should leave our houses in the morning with our pj's on. But if we want to look nice that's great, but we shouldn't continue to dwell on our looks. I think this also extends to how we talk about ourselves to others. Though if I'm being honest we probably don't have much business talking about ourselves too much. But if we bring ourselves into conversations to talk about how we know we are good looking or whatever. We look like conceded jerks. No one cares how many people have liked us lately, and we will probably lose some friends if we keep talking like that. The next thing about our pride that bothers me, is pride concerning our talents and actions. It's great when we find our gifts that the Lord has blessed us with. But that doesn't mean we should go around and gloat about our abilities. Because without the Lord we wouldn't have any talents. So in all reality gloating about our abilities is pretty pathetic. So let's be thankful instead, and stop talking about ourselves all the time. We will never be able to make disciples if all we want to talk about is ourselves. They will find us boring and weird. I think all pride issues begin and end with us talking about ourselves. So let's make an effort to watch our words. And listen instead of talking all the time. We need to be earnestly interested in others. And if we aren't currently it'd be better to fake it until we actually feel that way. The more we open our mouths the more trouble we're bound to get ourselves into.
I'm loving the newest country hits, to keep me busy during this cold winter break. Enjoy!!
Tornado- Little Big Town
( So much Sass, I'm in love)
Better Dig Two- The Band Perry
(The sass continues on, this is the best thing ever!)
Goodbye in Her Eyes- Zac Brown Band
(This is great for when we're feeling down, so sad, but I'm also into the sound of the guitar accompanied with his voice)
Can't Shake You- Gloriana
(Though I still miss Cheyenne Kimbal in this group, I am loving the sound the create with their voices)
Changed- Rascal Flatts
( Randomly stumbled upon this, very touching, beautiful and honest)
I got to thinking again today, a very reflective morning. And thought I would share my thoughts. Have you ever wondered why the Lord put men in the positions to be in charge of things like, family and blah blah. I feel like every girl I've ever known has asked herself and ladies around her, why? And that is exactly what I was thinking about this morning. Because it seemed to me the girls and women in my life were very decisive, great organizers, planners, and leaders. And maybe they all don't excel in all of these categories but honestly each female I know is great at one of the above listed traits. And when I think about the boys and men I know, I tend to realize that they have one track thoughts and cannot focus on too many different things at once. They are beings that excel in things that are on their minds at the moment. Where I see women as beings who think about many things all at once and use deductive reasoning to make decisions. So then I asked myself why would the Lord have men as leaders? Then I remembered life is all about progress, and improving our skills. The Lord created women with complex minds that can be natural leaders, but with this gift he asked us to improve our patience as we give men the space to be the leaders. And he has asked men to step up and lead so they can work on their leading, organization, planning skills. He created us different for a reason, so that we could come together with our God given talents and acquired skills to work together. But with those differences we have to allow men to lead sometimes. And I guess this really pertains to marriage more than anything else. But we gain patience when we take a step back and patience is a very admirable trait. Something the Lord wants for us. He would never ask anything of us that would make our lives worse off in the end. When he asks us not to do certain things, he is only protecting us. In the end it is all for our own good. Sometimes I view life as strength training. We live our lives and go through trials to become stronger (closer to the Lord). So next time you find yourself in a situation where you know just what to do and the right decision to make. Remember that there are times where we should step back and let others make the decision. Whether they make the right or wrong decision it doesn't matter. You cannot expect someone to learn if they are never able to make a decision. We all need to learn from mistakes, and sometimes we need to allow others to go through that. Sending my best to all of you!
This song has the right amount of sass and darkness, loving all of it!
Now that the cold, cold, cold, is officially here. I have found some cozy cute chic outfits that we all need.
So obviously I don't wear pants, but I will not allow myself to be ignorant to the rest of the world. With that said if you HAVE to wear jeans, then I love this look. Very easy, very casual, not too much effort needed. From the color blocked fall/wintery colored sweater, to the cute little boots. This is an easy everyday look.
So this is oh so me, I need it all. The peacoat is a must have. I love the button hooks with the hood. And then pairing it with a shirt and turtleneck?! Brilliant. It is a warm cozy outfit that isn't too bundled.
Well isn't this just the cutest thing you've ever seen? A bit short, I understand. But with some length this is an EASY outfit that everyone would love. And you don't have to try hard to look good, the best of both worlds.
I'm in love with this skirt paired with the boots. I need this bad. Very cute very warm. And the outfit is as cozy as wearing yoga pants, what's not to like? This blogger also got to wear this outfit on the east coast near martha's vineyard, ideal lifestyle yeah?
Here are some great, no wonderful winter colors. I may not be in love with the presentation. But I love all the pieces separately. Maybe the skirt and scarf with a cream colored knit. Or really just something else. But I love all of the pieces, they are warm and cute. Perfection.
Everyone needs a christmas print sweater. They are so fun and so cute. And there isn't really much else to say, they speak for themselves.
Another pant example with awesome boots. My favorite way women can pull of a pair of pants in the winter is with killer shoes. Whether it's a pair of oxford's or short booties, maybe a pair of hunters. I don't care great fall shoes are a must. The sweater is also great with it's cozy vibe.
Of course I love taylor, and everyone knows. but This is simple, and darling. She is just too cute. I could die. A simple dress or skirt, whatever it is with a simple pattern. Then paired with a killer jacket, that is made of swede. Love love. And to finish the look off with some cute oxfords and a great purse. I'm in love. And yes I would pay good money to meet her, I would also bawl my eyes out the entire time.
Normally I don't include guys/men in my clothing posts. But that is just oh so rude of me. Though no one is reading this, so I'm not offending the male audience or anything. But I love this look. Minus the fact the pants are super hipster and too short. But everything else is a go! From the wonderful shoes, I melt when guys wear these. To the winter coat and the beanie, and let's not forget the thermal. Loving, digging, his chili.
As time progresses on, I will be adding more winter looks. But for now here are my thoughts on the coziest, cutest, and some great style looks for this winter.
(A song written by a lyrical genius, I love the sound, love love the lyrics, masterpiece).
Taylor Swift- The Moment I Knew (Red Deluxe edition, exclusively at Target, this is no promo)
(This is horribly painful, I can only hope my 21st doesn't go this way, but we've all been there before, he doesn't show up. And can I just say to her birthday?!?! JERK).
Jenny and Tyler- This is so Beautiful
(Cheesiest thing known to man, but do you hear the tone of his voice, in love).
LP- Levitator
(Saw them live and loved them from the first verse, her voice is crazy great, the weirdo in me is in love).
Norah Jones- Happy Pills
(Norah is a freak, in the best way, I love her voice and the instrumentals).
The Horrible Crowes- I Believe the Jesus Brought us Together
(So slow, I cannot get enough of this song, it's been months and it's still fanfreakingtastic).
Nat "king" Cole- The Christmas Song
(All I ever listen to during the holiday, everyone believes I'm an old lady, but my car thrives when this is playing).
For whatever reason when I think of prayer I think of a Prayer Warrior. And to be honest, someday I would love to achieve that goal. I think is is beautiful. And I believe that many don't see why prayer is so important and amazing. But prayer shows something about ourselves, about who we really are inside. Are we loving, are we humble, are we selfish, are we the kind of people who only care about our lives. I say we shouldn't be. I say that we have potential beyond belief and there aren't any limits. No matter what our capabilities in life are, we can pray we can love. It is a way or worship, it's a way to show how we are beautiful on the inside. It is a way to grow our relationship with others and most importantly the Lord. Sometimes it's hard to remember to pray for others. So make yourself a daily reminder. Maybe it's some silly routine you've made up, I have plenty of those dorky ideas in store if you need some. Maybe it's a post by your bed, on your desk, on your dashboard. Maybe it's a journal you keep. Either way make it happen. Let's make this a part of our daily routine. To love on others no matter how bad our day was, no matter how busy we were. We have those moments right before we sleep to pray. So there are no excuses. Prayer is powerful, it shows the Lord we care. And that is all he really wants to know.
Maybe this song is super cheesy, maybe I'm super cheesy. Who knows and who cares. I love this.
Sarah Darling- Whenever it Rains
Favorite Part: When she sings whenever, it sounds wondrous
So we are now back to reflective weather. It hasn't been that long, I was hoping for a drier fall, but maybe it's a sign I should be reflecting on my life and my actions more? I'll just take that as a yes, and do it anyways. I mean seriously it is pouring outside, I miss summer dresses and tanned skin. I thrive in the summer, and in the winter I want to curl up and sleep. So this year I'm going to do my best to get out of this funk and find something to enjoy about the cold and the rain. Though that doesn't seem very promising at the moment. So what is there to reflect on? I could say life, but that's pretty vague. As of now the thoughts I come up with are watching the words that leave my mouth, to make them as positive as I can at all times. I'm doing better than I have, but just this evening I said something I wish I wouldn't have. It's hard to wish the best for everyone all the time and not talk them down, I'm working on it. I also want to listen more, though I do try to listen a lot. This last week I've talked off the ears of some, and though it was with reason. I want to give back, if even in that small way. I want to care and ask more than just how are you, and not really care about the answer. I really want to know how others are doing and I'm going to do my best to show that. I'm also not the best at showing others how I really feel. Probably because I like to be alone. I like company and friends are great. But I don't mind thriving by myself. Maybe it's an oldest kid kind of thing? Who knows. So sometimes when relationships don't form the way I wish they would have. I don't mind and just let it go. But I need to hold onto relationships, they are the one and only earthly thing the Lord has given me to relate to, to discuss with, to cry with, to smile with. I've been given a great life with others around me, I just need to embrace them more. So join me, and let's work on ourselves. It's rainy outside and all we want to do is cuddle up by the fire with our blankies. But we should also work on our selves in our free time, can you say winter break? Let's love more, give more, and complain less. Though I say this often, we need to remember to check ourselves and our actions regularly.
And today we have a new favorite of mine, that was played in an aired PLL episode, love love.
You know what I don't understand, those who are not believers and the first question they ask me every time they find out I am. And it goes a little like this, "So then why do bad things happen to those around the world, like genocide and tsunami's, and cancer?" This question in their minds seems like a legitimate one that is supposed to stump more or something. In all honestly I find it somewhat ignorant. I feel like no matter how someone believes the earth was created, we should all be in accordance that the earth wasn't filled with nasty toxins as it is now. Therefore the things that we put out into the world create storms and natural disasters. Then they go, " okay yeah I agree with that but, why would God allow those things to happen to his creation." I don't know if anyone can tell but we live in a free world. We can do what we please as we please without too many harmful repercussions. At least, that's what it looks like on a shallow level. Things don't always go our way, but of course non-believers wouldn't blame that on their own sin but instead they would simply say, it happens (well with more cursing). When we live in a free world and we don't believe in a higher power how can we just assume that the God of this world more powerful than imagination would make our lives all honkey-dorey and nothing bad would ever happen. If something is so powerful they make the rules, and honestly the rules are fair. We want a free world, we got one. But with that we can't be protected from all of the evils. It's selfish of us to think that we should be taken care of all the time and believe what we want and do what we want. If that wouldn't fly with your parents as a child, do you really think the Lord of the universe would comply with that? I do not think so. Then the conversation continues to, " Fine I guess that makes sense, but there is still cancer Courtney, how do you explain that?" Sometimes I get to thinking, and I try to come up with the most logical conclusions for the questions I ask myself. But I truly do believe that the things we put out into the world like, chemicals, basically things that are man made not natural. Are the reasons there is sickness in the world. As time goes on we are erode the Earth and all of it's natural pure beauty. So the next time someone tries to test us, and our beliefs let's not just stand up for ourselves. But instead we should be prepared, and have well educated answers for their questions. Though we are on the Lord's team and one day He will prevail. We have to fight the good fight, every day for the rest of our lives. ( I cannot believe I just wrote good fight, no but seriously, that is not like me at all).
And to address the latest musical matters, today we have...Ed Sheeran and his latest hit Give Me Love
I'm going to keep this short. But somehow I thought I could just walk away, and get over it. Today was the day I realized I can't. And maybe I'm the queen of vulnerability and heartbreak Maybe I'm too open and my heart is on my sleeve. Maybe I could pretend you don't exist (This really doesn't work, I've tried. You're everywhere). But recently I decided you weren't a good idea. I still think that was a wise decision. Then I see you in social situations and wait to talk to me, no matter how much I ignore you. It isn't an accident. When I see that you want to talk to me, it hurts. It draws me back in. I'm not going to get over you, unless you leave me alone. As much as it makes no sense for two sensible individuals to be friends. It hurts too much. I can't just be your friend. And I need to leave this in the past. This is my decision. Now I just need to figure out how to convey this to you, before this becomes too toxic.
As always the tv and song clips explain how I feel better than I can say with words...
Do you ever have that realization that your life could have gone in a different direction, or you would be a different person today if an event big or small happened. You know those moments when you're completely amazed by what could have been. The reason I bring this up is that I am re-reading a book of mine. Which I do all too often, I'm in dire need of new literature. But sometimes before bed I like to read to help me sleep. And last night sitting there in bed it dawned on me. This book described a situation that could have been a circumstance in my life. And maybe that's what hurts the most, seeing a situation that could have been me and in some way should have been me. It's a scary situation to be reading a book and watching the character in the book react to their situations. And only to realize those emotions those situations are real. Real to so many people in this world, that is their heartbreaking reality. And you realize you are apart of that. And then we ask ourselves why it wasn't us, there are some in this world that ask why me. But I feel sometimes it is more important to realize that could've been you, you could have been the one suffering tremendously and you aren't. And then it's important for us to realize that there is a reason that those things didn't happen to us, and we need to remember to be simply thankful that we were given a better situation. We are all so blessed and I think we forget that all the time, everyday. Our lives could have taken a drastic turn, those people in our lives in their situations that could have been us. Sometimes it's hard for me to not dwell on how that could have been me but to simply just be thankful. The could have's aren't real. Once we recognize where we could have been we need to move on to where we actually are. And not where we want to be, what tomorrow will be like. But today, what kind of difference are we making? What are we doing with our time? Would we be proud if our lives ended at this moment, with our current actions and activities. The more we remember those questions, the more our lives can glorify the Lord.
Taylor Swift- The Moment I Knew
(This is a song from Red on the deluxe album, this is the saddest song of her 21st birthday party, seriously heartbreaking. But very relatable and beautiful).
This week has been all that I hoped it would be. I may not have ordered a papa john's taylor pizza, or bought a red t-shirt, or even red keds. But her sad and poetic songs have completely made my week. They are completely heartfelt and beautiful. I've listened to the album so many times and found my favorites and the things that I'm not in love with. But it's been a taylor filled week, my kind of week. I've watched all of her interviews and cannot get enough. On a side note I need need her dresses. It's been a great experience so far, and I can't wait to listen to all of the songs till I can't take it any longer. So don't mind me while I'm lost in taylor thoughts. But you can definitely join me! To start you off here are my song reviews for RED. Enjoy!
Album Review
-State of Grace: This song shows how a
boy had changed Taylor, as many boys who’ve come into our lives have changed
us. This song describes the exciting beginnings of love, and youthful love. It’s
exciting, thrilling, and everything we’ve ever wanted. Favorite Line: I never saw you coming, and I’ll never be
the same
-Red: I love the metaphors Taylor uses.
You go girl! She describes fall amazingly. She combines colors with emotions.
And that is pretty great. This song is very creative and heartfelt. It explains
everything we feel when boys are in our lives and the pain they leave behind
when they go. Favorite Line: Forgetting
him was like trying to know someone you’ve never met.
-Treacherous: This has a sweet and soft
sound, very cute. I love the instrumentals in this one. And it’s about the
beginning of falling for someone, and it’s crazy but she likes it. Don’t we
all? Favorite Line: I can’t decide if it’s
a choice getting swept away
- I Knew You Were Trouble. : I know why
this song can be annoying, house beats. I mean who are we kidding, it’s a bit
strange. Putting that aside, I respect the message of a song. Being used sucks,
liking bad boys always ends horribly. And they just move on from us to another.
I enjoy songs like this so we can get our frustration out, and hopefully we
learn a lesson that bad boys should just be forgotten. Favorite Line: And he’s long gone when he’s next to me and
I realize the blame is on me
-All Too Well: This song is beautifully heartbroken;
I wish my emotions sounded this nice. I love this song because it’s slow with a
good beat, and not annoying and “poppy”. It even describes her relationship
with his mother and sister, I love that. Favorite Line: But you keep my old scarf from that very first week cause it reminds
you of innocence and smells like me
-22: This is the song you want to scream
with your girlfriends in the car, on a warm summer night. I love how fun this
is, I just want to grab my gals and sing it! That sounded so cheesy, but knowing
me I’m completely serious. I lovelovelove this. Favorite Line: Yeah we’re happy, free, confused and lonely
at the same time. It’s miserable and magical
-I Almost Do: This song describes the
way I feel about the whole “him” situation, the one that shall remain nameless.
But past that, I love it. Not wanting to get hurt by a guy again so we stay
away even though, they are reaching out as a changed guy. We are still afraid.
Real and raw emotions people. Favorite Line:
It takes everything in me not to call you and I wish I could run to you and I
hope that you know every time I don’t I almost do
- We are Never Ever Getting Back Together:
I understand how this song seems ridiculously annoying. But you’ll get to the
point where you love to sing it to yourself. So obviously it’s about getting
back together with an ex again and again. But I think it’s deeper than that, it’s
a message to your heart to get over it and move on from the hurt. Favorite
Line: And you would hide away and find
your peace of mind with some indie record that’s much cooler than mine
-Stay Stay Stay: This song has the
cutest vibe, with the best acoustics. And it isn’t about her pleading for a boy
to stay. It’s about a relationship that has its ups and downs, but it’s not a
begging song. She describes how he
understands her, and she just loves spending time with him. Favorite Line: You took the time to memorize my fears my
hopes and dreams
-The Last Time: The lead singer of Snow Patrol did this duet
with Taylor. I love love his voice, its Matt Kearny like. It’s beautiful and
slow. Then it builds up to complete amazingness. The sound is entrancing, I like
it I love it. The song is two lovers singing to each other breaking up, I’m a
fan. Favorite Line: Just like all those
times before you wear your best apology
-Holy Ground: This has such a fun sound.
The drums are explosive. I feel like you can get so lost in the sound and
forget the lyrics. But don’t because they are beautiful and they tell a great
story. Favorite Line: Spinning like a
girl in a brand new dress, we had this big wide city to ourselves
-Sad Beautiful Tragic: The intro starts
just as the words describe completely beautiful acoustics. I love the slow pace
and meaningful lyrics. Very heartfelt and heartbreaking, but not in a whining
way. Favorite Line: Good girls, hopeful
they’ll be and long they will wait
-The Lucky One: I’ve heard her do a
sound like this before, and loved it then and love it now. Still slow but with
upbeat drums. This song really caught my attention; I believe it really tells a
story. About some old famous person who decided to leave the spotlight. And
Taylor understands and gets why. I love the meaning, old stories are my
favorites. Favorite Line: And they still
tell that legend of how you disappeared how you took the money your dignity and
got the hell out
-Everything has Changed: Love Ed
Sheeran, so I've gotta love this. It’s a good duet. And a song with a simple
message, she saw this guy he held open the door she got his name and that was
all. Story of all our lives. We see guys and then picture our whole lives together.
Very relatable. Favorite Line: All I know
is a simple name everything has changed
-Starlight: I knew this song was about
an old grandma, but what I didn't know was that it was written about Connor
Kennedy’s (Boyfriend) grandmother Ethel Kennedy. I love that is isn't about a
boy, I love that it is about Ethel’s love story when she was young. So vintage.
Favorite Line: I met bobby on the
boardwalk summer of ’45 picked me up late one night out the window we were
seventeen and crazy, running wild wild
-Begin Again: From the first moment I
heard this I knew it would be my personal favorite. And since it’s track number
16 it’s quite fitting. This is simple and descriptive. Very cute and sincere. It’s
my absolute favorite from beginning to end, just lovely. Favorite Line: Turn the lock and put my headphones on he
always said he didn't get this song, but I do
My LDR obsession is far from out of season. I cannot stop she is crazy, crazy amazing that is.
Her new album comes out in November, and here is a sneak peak of some of the love she is going to share with us.
Lana Del Rey- Blue Velvet
Lana Del Rey- Ride
And if you thought that Ke$ha was gone for good, you were mistaken. She has an album coming out in December. And has been interviewed about the album saying, that she has taken a different approach to this album it isn't just about getting drunk but actual things that have gone on in her life. But not to worry she still has some party songs in store, she promises. baha.
Ke$ha- Die Young
Yet I still love her, I'm even convinced I'm insane.
And of course my Taylor Swift update is a week late, but no I'm not uploading her song. Because you'll have mean comments so I won't. It has some dance house beats in the background, so people start complaining how she isn't country and her lyrics are stupid. All I have to say to that is shut up. Seriously we consider ourselves to be more or less good people but then we put others down?!?! You're kidding me right. We think her songs aren't mature enough? I forgot how educated we are about the subject of love. Here's my message to all of us if we don't have anything nice to say, then DON'T SAY IT AT ALL. It's rude, no matter who we talk about.
I'll start this off with some abstract thoughts I have been having lately. Some thoughts brought on by the new songs, and some from the day to day lives we lead. These Taylor Swift songs have got me thinking, I mean don't they always? The first song off her record 'Red' called We are Never Ever Getting Back Together, which was the fun song off the album that was honestly a joke and the one thing we wish we would have said to the boy(s) who screwed us over repeatedly. I mean seriously, I wish I could have screamed this at a few boys. The song that was released last week was called Begin Again. So far this is my favorite for this album. Basically this song starts where the other ended. It's been eight months and she is trying to date again. She is scared and is still trying to forget her past with her ex. This is probably the story of my life. It is also very sweet in the way this relationship begins again on a Wednesday in a cafe. Basically my dream date. But my words don't do the song justice, so just sit back and listen.
Today the third single was released and it is the albums title song 'Red". This song describes the love she felt for this boy and then the heartbreak or losing him. This song has such beautiful, heartfelt, passionate lyrics. And describes the emotions we go through when we are falling for someone and having to get over them. What I love about this album, (that is coming out October 22nd! I'm just a tad excited) is the meaning behind all of it. It's about the color red. Which for Taylor describes all of the emotions we experience in relationships. But I like to take it a step further, red can describe the emotions we experience in all of our relationships. When we are angry, when we are loving and kind, I believe red can even describe the pain we experience.
And this album has got me thinking, have I been as loving to others as I could be? Have I been as caring as I think I am? So my goal for myself and for all of us consists of the simplest promise to ourselves. To remember in all social situations to show my red caring emotions to everyone. I am going to try and be that one positive person you wish would just shut up and come back down to reality. But truthfully we have no reason not to love everyone and all things around us. So let's be kind when we are tired, let's listen when we are busy, let's hang out when we have no time, and let's love with everything we have to give and love some more. Wishing you all the best, with love.
School is about to start, are you ready? Well I'm not sure I am. Homework isn't the end of the world at least we can feel productive. And sitting in class, can keep us from sleeping our lives away. We can meet new people and create new friendships. And reconnect with old friends. These friendships make the struggle of going to school all worth it. And maybe it's just me, but relationships is the definition of my life. I love people, I want to be with others, I need to spend time with others. I find that in our downtime like summertime, we can be lazy and we might not reach out to spend time with others as often as we should. And with the coming school year we have this wonderful opportunity to spend time with others. Get to know them, care about them and their lives. Fellowshiping (so not a word) is what I believe we are here for, so we need to remember daily to try our very best not to isolate ourselves. Even though our time is limited between the activities we need to spend our time with like studying and working. Let's not forget, what we are here to do. Our sole purpose in life is to love the Lord and all others. It is the simplest of tasks yet for our self centered lives we struggle with this all the time. So we may feel like studying for this test means we must give up our social lives. But that would be a waste of a day, because we are given a small amount of time to do what was asked of us. This coming school year it is my goal to make friendships and get to know my peers around me. Spend time with others and learn to love without ceasing. And I hope that you have a goal for this school year too, and I pray we do our best to accomplish everything we wish for ourselves.
(So this should be sad, but I love it and the beat and sound make it an up-bringing number).
Of Monsters and Men- Mountain Sound
Mumford and Sons- I will wait
Alabama Shakes- I found you
My Morning Jacket- Circuital
And now Taylor Swift made a song for the stand up for cancer fundraiser night. It is a tribute to a young boy (4) who lost his life to cancer last year. If you buy the song all the proceeds go to Stand up to cancer. This brought tears to my eyes. Most emotional thing ever.
As much as I love summer, I also have a secret love for fall fashions. I love the colors, they are deep and beautiful. I also love that fashion week is in September to start us all off on the right foot. So without further adieu let's allow my clothing favorites speak for themselves.
I love the dress collar I think it's a great style that's old and girly. The trench makes it perfect for early fall. This outfit is simple and it's classy. LOVE.
Plum is such a good fall color, we all need an item of clothing that is plum colored. This is an easy effortless outfit, yet it is flattering and fantastic at the same time. I need this skirt.
This outfit is a bit quirky, but I like it. The boots may be a bit bright, but in a darker matte color I think the boots would be perfect. The sweater with the skirt is a good combo and it's cute. And it would keep zee body warm in the colder months.
Again great fall colors coming together. You would be pretty cold I'll admit, but before October ends this would be a fun girl look. I love the cream color for fall matched with black and a deep red. Good good fall colors everywhere!
Plum colored pants these are a win! Really the only thing I love about this outfit the shirt and the purse are a no go. But these pants are a great color and super fashionable. Those who wear pants should go out and look for these, love love love.
This is so me. And I think this outfit couldn't be better executed. The colors come together so well they are perfect for fall. The outfit is warmer with the jacket and the boots. And it's cute cute. I want this now.
We all need these loafers, they are like the new flat for fall. I love them in neutrals to match everything and in brights to remind us fall and winter don't mean out style dies. A must have.
I love the colors this dress displays. The burnt orange and the brown such good fall colors. I feel like fall is all about the color, not necessarily is your piece in style but the color vibe. And this dress is absolutely fantastic and displays that perfectly.
This denim look is great and all that is needed is to add the great cream color.
boots boots boots, are so great to keep warm. Suede boots are also such a must. And in good fall colors too like brown, black, grey. And they spice up any outfit.
These are so cute and chic. I think that they can be pulled off well, and that you should go out and buy them. If only I wore pants these would be mine.
Denim on denim is making a comeback and I think it's pretty cool and effortless.
This is such an easy look that is also trendy. Just wearing a simple pair of jeans with these wonderful oxfords. Which by the way are a fashion must and everyone needs to own a pair. Paired with a dark blazer which is a great staple piece that makes any outfit pop.
Burgundy is also a great fall color, so rich and so beautiful. And then paired with the pencil skirt, blazer, and oxfords. This outfit is chic and professional. And the blazer can be taken off for a more laid back look.
This jacket it's like Ashley's and we all could use one of these they are fantastic! And it's an easy outfit to pull together, that still looks great.
I love fall fashion trends, and I'm so excited to put together some great outfits. And I hope this has inspired you to do the same!
So, I know most either absolutely hate this song, or like it some. And I understand why one could hate it and love it. If one hates it there are some reasons like, it doesn't have a country feel, it is too pop like, it's really quirky, it's not very song like, it's super strange. And I agree with all of those things, which somehow make the song super epic. Because the song is basically a joke. Taylor made it to be silly. And I respect that she doesn't take her self too seriously and some people in the music business solely produce music that they think will make their image improve. Taylor doesn't care she just says what she wants to say. She wanted to make something fun and light hearted so she did. So here is here new video for We are Never Ever Getting Back together.
And if you weren't sure how classy Taylor is I found an interview to prove my point further.
Many of you may know this bubbly, happy go lucky girl from 500 days of Summer. Where she played the girl I hope I never become. This 32 year old from Los Angeles, California was born to a father who was a cinematographer and a mother who was an actress.
Zooey and her sister Emily (from Bones) were basically destined to end up in the Hollywood game. She was raised as a Roman Catholic and she attended Northwestern University a Christian University in Chicago, Illinois before heading off to pursue a career in Hollywood. She has starred in many popular movies including Elf, Our Idiot Brother, Yes Man, Failure To Launch, The Happening, and Almost Famous. I've noticed that in almost every movie or show she plays the best part. She always plays the girl that's a bit quirky, girly, awkward, and very different. Zooey has her own way of living life but many women want to be like her and many men find her intriguing. Her new show that started in 2012 is called New Girl. This show is pure brilliance and captures who I think she really is. Every part she plays I think represents a part of her personality and each part shows her own versatility. Instead of her acting versatility. This funny girl also sings in a band she created called She & Him. Their style is very old and laid back. Which plays to her old lady personality and I love love love it. In her recent personal life she got divorced from her husband Bill Gibbard of two years who is the lead singer in The Postal Service and Death Cab for Cutie. She also became an aunt this last year to a nephew named Henry. Here is a clip of her show, it is absolutely fabulous. Zooey brings great pizzazz everywhere she goes.
And here's her profiling her great voice, actually she is so cool. She has her own quirky thing going on and I love every bit of it. And her clothes are usually pretty fabulous, I don't think she wears pants often either which is a huge plus!
I found these on twitter, actually posted on Rhianna's twitter. And as much as I understand why, it's also very confusing. Either way, I think these are great and hopefully they are inspiring to you too.
There will be more to come, but I think these are pretty great, so enjoy!
