A Work in Progress.

So we are now back to reflective weather. It hasn't been that long, I was hoping for a drier fall, but maybe it's a sign I should be reflecting on my life and my actions more? I'll just take that as a yes, and do it anyways. I mean seriously it is pouring outside, I miss summer dresses and tanned skin. I thrive in the summer, and in the winter I want to curl up and sleep. So this year I'm going to do my best to get out of this funk and find something to enjoy about the cold and the rain. Though that doesn't seem very promising at the moment. So what is there to reflect on? I could say life, but that's pretty vague. As of now the thoughts I come up with are watching the words that leave my mouth, to make them as positive as I can at all times. I'm doing better than I have, but just this evening I said something I wish I wouldn't have. It's hard to wish the best for everyone all the time and not talk them down, I'm working on it. I also want to listen more, though I do try to listen a lot. This last week I've talked off the ears of some, and though it was with reason. I want to give back, if even in that small way. I want to care and ask more than just how are you, and not really care about the answer. I really want to know how others are doing and I'm going to do my best to show that. I'm also not the best at showing others how I really feel. Probably because I like to be alone. I like company and friends are great. But I don't mind thriving by myself. Maybe it's an oldest kid kind of thing? Who knows. So sometimes when relationships don't form the way I wish they would have. I don't mind and just let it go. But I need to hold onto relationships, they are the one and only earthly thing the Lord has given me to relate to, to discuss with, to cry with, to smile with. I've been given a great life with others around me, I just need to embrace them more. So join me, and let's work on ourselves. It's rainy outside and all we want to do is cuddle up by the fire with our blankies. But we should also work on our selves in our free time, can you say winter break? Let's love more, give more, and complain less. Though I say this often, we need to remember to check ourselves and our actions regularly.

And today we have a new favorite of mine, that was played in an aired PLL episode, love love.

Sugar & the Hi-Lows- Think I said too much