Heartbreak

That moment when you feel as if everything falls apart, that moment of heartbreak. It's interesting really when you feel your heart sink. I mean you actually feel like you can't catch your breath and your insides have gone crazy. Part of me promised myself I wouldn't write anything like this. But I feel like I'm an open book. You ask and I tell. So I should talk about the hard things we go through too. It's weird though because the idea of heartbreak doesn't make sense to me. It just for whatever reason doesn't feel real. At the same time there's nothing else to describe the way you feel when the person you have feelings for just crushed your heart whether it's intentional or not. So let's just simply call it heartbreak, though it seems too dramatic. Because life goes on, we will focus on somone else till we get it right. I don;'t know if you've ever felt this way, because if you haven't then you don't understand. But it's nothing I would wish on anyone. With that said I feel that we all should experience some kind of heartbreak in life. And I'm pretty sure no one ever gets through life without it. Whether it'd be a big let down of some kind, a death, a lost love, a tragdey, or whatever extreme saddness that comes over you. The feeling will eventually find you. It reminds me of Job. Satan felt as if Job wouldn't stay faithful to the Lord if he lost everything. So Job was tested in his faith. Whether or not that's the best way to put it, I don't care. Because our faith through hard times is always tested, to see if we really stand by what we say. And the best part of the test is that we have someone to lean on the whole time, it's never a lonely path. So with this unavoidable heartbreak we are tested, to see whether or not we can see brighter days with the Lord. Does that make us feel any better? Some. Does it shorten the time span of pain? A little. But with more heartbreak the stronger our relationship with the Lord grows. It's weird isn't it that from all that pain comes good? It may be odd, but it's the perfect situation. We can never lose with the Lord, in all aspects of life. I just hope that when you experience heartbreak you come to me and say something. I want to hear all about it. I want to cry with you while your in pain.  I feel that if there is nothing else I can help you with, I get heartbreak. I seem to lay my heart on the line too often. So tell me when it happens and I'll listen to it all. And of course we all need to go to the Lord when we are in great pain and take comfort in all the joy that he brings through the saddness. No one should go through this alone, so when you see someone hurting please be there for them. At the end of the day kindness goes a long way. Here's some Sappy Swifty to listen to...